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1.16.2006
SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE?



[Posted..]
at 1/16/2006 07:28:00 PM


1.05.2006

*kaibigan.kapamilya.kadugz.

hindi ko alam kung pano ko toh ieexpalin eh.. medyo abstract xa pero cguro maiintindihan nyong lahat.. well.. sorry sa lahat ha.. sa mga rena kadugz ko.. minsan kasi naneneglect ko na kayo eh.. sorry dito dahil xempre.. deep in my heart, kayo lang naman talaga ang nakakaintindi sa akin eh.. kayo lang. kaso kahit ganun ang kaso, xempre, naghahanap pa rin ako ng ibang kaibigan.. at minsan dahil doon, masgusto ko pang makibond sa new friends ko kahit sa inyo mga kadugz.. sorry talaga.. now i know na kahit ano pang bagong kaibigan ang dumating sa akin.. kayong lima pa rin ang tunay na makakaintindi sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko.. sa feelings ko.. no matter how odd.. or abstract.. alam kong naiintindihan nyo.. ok..?? nyay.. ang drama na.. :)

next naman sa mga taong nadadamay dahil sa walang kwenta kong emotion.. alam kong mabuti na rin ung naglalabas ako ng emotion.. xempre, hindi naman ako bato diba..?? at hindi ko kayang palagi nalang akong nakangiti.. alam kong alam nyo un.. kaya sorry kung pagnaiinis ako.. maxado na akong nagiging OA.. minsan pati ung pakikitungo ko sa inyo nadadamay na.. pati ako.. naiinis ako sa sarili ko pag ganun kasi alam kong napipigilan pa ung will kong maging mabuti.. so sorry talaga.. hindi naman ako nagalit sa inyo kailanman eh.. sorry lang talaga kung nasigawan kita.. or naangasan.. or napikon.. sorry.. i have myself to blame for that.. not you.. kaya sorry..

lastly.. sa aking mga kapamilya.. sa family ko.. sorry dahil minsan talaga inuuna ko pa ang aking friends.. pero alam ko namang family is most important eh.. dont worry.. kahit hindi niyo pansin, mahal na mahal ko kayo.. and id give everything to spend great moments with you.. minsan nga lang, nahihirapan akong mag-open up.. pero im sure ill get over that.. im sorry..

all in all.. sorry sa mga nasaktan ko.. maybe because of my emotions, my desires, or my insecurities.. im sorry i had to do that to you.. and im very ashamed of that.. but do know this.. blessing ka sakin.. ikaw ang nagpapakita sa akin kung sino talaga ako.. at kung ano ang dapat kung gawin para mapabuti pa ako.. thank you sa lahat ng oras na binibigay nyo sa akin.. im very blessed with you.. sorry talaga sa mga times na nasaktan ko kayo ha.. remember.. i love you guys.. and i know what we have now.. will last a lifetime.. dahil ang pamilya at kaibigan.. hindi nawawala.. kailanman.. :)

_nico.R



[Posted..]
at 1/05/2006 07:33:00 PM


12.29.2005
* ENCHANTED KINGDOM.. AGAIN.. *
hi sa lahat ng krizpeemilyas.. hahahaha.. nwei.. im sure you realize that i havent been posting for the loooooongest time.. and here's why.. lets start two days ago.. okay..??
it was december 27.. and xempre.. birthday ni gio.. at birthday ni vanno nung 26.. at si pepito sa jan11..?? ata.. nwei.. dahil nga magkakasabay na halos ang kanilang mga birthdates.. we all decided.. (tita bon, mama, ninong bert, theia, basia, paolo, daniel, vanno, pepito, ate dea, ate lissa, ate cielle, gio, and of course.. me..) that we would go to ENCHANTED KINGDOM to celebrate.. yey.. ok.. i would have been 75x more excited if i hadnt been there two weeks ago.. but nwei.. the following 'encounters' proved to be more exciting (and at times funnier) than i expected.. :D
so.. ang original plan was to leave the house at 1pm.. theia&co. and atelis&co. would arrive at the house before 1 and we would go from there.. other than that, dapat nag kasama pa sina ate ophie&co. eh.. kaso na-short notice sila.. so.. un nwei.. hindi na kame nakaalis ng bahay ng 1.. actually mga 2.00 na kame nakaalis.. and hindi kasabay sina theia.. so nauna na kame.. so dumaan muna kame ng gas station at bumili ng RUFFLES with DIP.. yummmmm.. sarap noh..?? hehehe.. nwei.. after that, nakarating na kami ng EK.. mabilis lang.. as usual.. at grabe.. puno ang parking.. and i think that speaks of the number of people actually inside the park.. wow.. ang dame talaga.. lahat may pila.. so pagkapasok namin.. un na.. rent rent ng locker then we started riding the.. er.. rides. hehe.. at dahil lahat ng ride sobrang bagal umusad.. inuna na namin ang WHEEL OF FATE.. well.. the waiting time was around 30 minutes lang.. at naabutan pa nga namin ang aming mga pinsan dun eh.. nakita pa namin ang mascot ng EK.. un wizard.. sa pila.. at notable na maraming mga Koreano that day.. wow.. nagiging tourist spot na ang EK.. good for them.. haha.. not for me.. so un.. nakasakay din kame.. and 1st time ni GIO at ATE XEL.. and grabe.. you wouldnt believe the reactions they got.. scary.. si ate.. EVERYTIME.. tumili.. matinis na tili.. sobrang saket sa tenga.. sinisigawan na nga siya ni gio na manahimik eh.. kasi kinakabahan din xa.. muntik muntikanan nang umiyak si gio noh..!! grabe.. nakayuko na siya at nakatakip pa ng jacket ang mukha.. pero dahil nga vain kame.. nakuha pa namin magpicturan sa taas.. haha.. labo.. nakakita pa kame ng ALIEN mascot na kyut from above.. nwei.. sina theia at basia.. pumila na sa SPACE SHUTTLE.. more on that later.. so after the ferris wheel.. sa RIALTO naman.. so pumila na kame.. and waiting time was.. (dandadan..) 120 minutes.. yes.. two hours.. and you wouldnt believe all the stuff we did.. everytime magmove ung pila.. magpipicture si ate sa aming naghihingalong digicam.. and the most interesting thing happened.. kasabay namin sa pila si paul.. *pampam* no.. not paul averill or paul sales.. paul.. a kid.. a little 10yr old kid.. maputi.. mataba.. at kasama niya ang mom niya.. we even caught him say.. "im bored!" sabay kagat sa barbecue stick niya.. haha.. baboy.. pero towards the end of the line.. he started to.. TALK TO US.. noooooo.. he even entertained us.. sumayaw siya ng NUMA NUMA at I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT.. and he made his stomach talk.. noooooooo.. sabi ni atelis.. parang ako daw xa nung maliit.. but *ehem* i dont remember playing with my stomach to ammuse strangers.. so nwei.. the ride was called.. THE FUNTASTIC WORLD OF HANNA-BARBERA.. yes.. the cartoon producers.. so nwei.. it was boring.. the chairs merely swayed left and right.. riiight.. very excting.. yak.. so after that.. dapat kakain kami.. kaso.. mabilis na ang takbo ng pila sa RIO GRANDE.. so we didnt bother buying em ourselves.. we had mom and tita bon to do that.. haha.. nwei.. dumating na sina theia at basia.. yes.. after 3 hours.. nun palang sila nakasakay ng SPACE SHUTTLE.. waiting time for rio was just 20 minutes.. yata.. basta ang bilis lang.. so habang nasa line.. kumain na kame ng pizza ni theia.. she didnt even eat a slice haha.. evil ako.. bwahahahaha.. nwei.. tamang tama.. walo kame.. thei, bash, ate lis, ate xel, ate dea, nico, vanno, gio.. so astig.. ang pinakabasa.. chancharan.. si GIO.. the bday boy.. si ate tili nang tili.. as usual.. at mapanghi pa rin ang tubig sa rio.. yak.. so after nun.. kumain kami.. not very yummy really.. its ammusment park food.. blech. so after nun.. total, basa na kame.. nag LOG JAM na rin kame.. after waiting time of 1 hour.. nakasakay din kame.. magkasama sina theia, basia, gio at nico, xel, atelis.. so un.. nabasa mukha ko.. yak.. panghi.. :)) after that.. nagANCHORS AWAY na kami.. haba ng pila.. waiting time was 1 hour.. and naabutan pa kame ng fireworks while we were swinging left and right.. asteeeeg..!! so pagkababa.. un.. ang saya.. pumunta kami sa FLYING FIESTA. waiting time.. 3 minutes.. haha.. saya.. natuyo kami onte.. tas un.. nagbihis.. kumain.. nanaman.. nagpicture tas umuwi.. but nonono.. the day wasnt done yet.. xempre.. sumabay sina basia at theia pauwi.. so sa dorm kami matutulog nun.. umuwi kami ng 12.. tas naligo kame hanggang past 1am.. tas nagpunta kame dorm.. tas nanuod pa kami ng CARRIE..!! carrie was really cool.. nakakatakot.. ung ending.. pero the movie was very eerie.. kaya spooke na rin.. tas grabeng naastigan ako sa flick na un.. cool.. nwei.. after that.. nanuod pa sila ng HARRY POTTER 4.. eh ako natulog ka kasi darating pa ng maaga si rob the next day..
so mga krizpeenatic.. haha.. nagbago.. halata namang hindi ako maaaring makapagblog diba..?? so eto.. binabawi ko.. :D yey.. all for you.. haha.. blog uli ako bukas or mamayang madaling araw.. ok..?? papunta na kasi kame kina theia para magpractice ng sayaw.. pinoy ako + hiphop.. yey.. :D cool combi.. bye krizpeenatics.. take care.. :D
_nico.R


[Posted..]
at 12/29/2005 11:43:00 AM


12.27.2005
THE HAM
like i said.. kaya ako nagmove para mas maging personal ang itsura ng blog ko.. and heres the first step.. ham..!! dahil nga ako si.. *ehem* krizpeehamz..kaya ayan.. ham.. ang sarap noh.. kaya sana yan ang magmotivate sa inyo na balikbalikan ang blog ko.. at maging certified krizpeemilya.. haha.. i love that word.. ang cheap.. pero ang aliw.. haha.. nwei.. merry xmas pa rin.. and happy bday gio.. pa rin..
_nico.R


[Posted..]
at 12/27/2005 11:34:00 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIO
its december 27.. and that only means that it's GIO's birthday..!! yay!! *applause* so aun.. everybody in the house has greeted the now 12-year old bunso of our family.. haaay.. ang bilis naman ng panahon.. 12 na xa..?! 1 year nalang at teenager na xa.. wow.. hehe.. so nwei.. today.. dahil birthday nga ni GIO.. at birthday din ni VANNO..!! yay..!! *applause* pupunta na naman kami ng walang kamatayang..............ENCHANTED KINGDOM..!! wahoooo!! i would have been 75 times more excited kung di lang sana ako nanggaling ng EK a few weeks ago.. so.. kahit na.. yey..!! pa rin.. haha.. so ill mostly be unavailabe throughout the day.. pero itext nyo nalang ako mga krizpeemilyas.. ok..?? :D see ya.. ;)
_nico.R


[Posted..]
at 12/27/2005 10:36:00 AM


JUST A THOUGHT
remind ko lang sa inyo.. na dahil ang template na ito ay hindi nageenable ng archiving.. ung mga important posts ko like literary works.. etc.. will also be posted on the tabulas site.. at least un may archiving.. ok..?? un lang.. may gamit pa nga talaga ang tabulas blog ko.. hahahaha..
_nico.R


[Posted..]
at 12/27/2005 12:19:00 AM


COSINATIA PICS POSTED
like i said.. gagamitin ko pa rin ang tabulas for photos.. and it serves its purpose once more.. dahil napost ko na ang COSINATIA and the EMCRON CRYSTAL character profiles sa gallery ng tabulas.. click on the link sa kanan.. para makapunta kau sa specific site.. OR use this link nalang.. http://www.tabulas.com/~krizpeehamz/gallery.html enjoy nyo ha.. oh and btw.. kulang pa un.. ng isa.. tinatamad na ako eh.. hehehehe.. njoy.. plss.. feel free to comment on anything like the blog.. lalo na sa the last day series.. and much more.. like cosinatia na rin.. hehe.. tell people naman na nagbago na ako ng site oh. thnx.. merry christmas uli..
_nico.R


[Posted..]
at 12/27/2005 12:09:00 AM


12.26.2005
Cosinatia and the Emcron Crystal
ei krizpeemilyas, abangan nyo ung project namin nina dane, ed, at rob.. eto yung cosinatia.. board game xa.. na ginagawa na namin for months.. kaya naman sana maganda ang kalabasan kasi sobrang pinaghirapan namin toh.. haha.. sana malaro niyo pagnatapos na.. astig toh.. 5 players to play.. hehe.. nwei.. un.. maganda xa.. ang story nyan ay etoh:
may apat na kaharian na namumuno sa cosinatia.. ung 4 na kingdoms.. at peace sa isatisa.. one day, nagkagulo ang cosinatia.. un pala.. may nagnakaw ng infinity crystal na nagpapatakbo sa infinity clock.. etong infinity clock na toh.. ito ang nagmemaintain ng order sa time and space ng cosinatia.. so in order to fix the clock.. kailangan mahanap ang kapalit na crystal.. which is the.. emcron crystal.. ngaun tong emcron crystal.. nakatago sa isang secluded kingdom.. ngayon ang papel ng 4 na kaharian ay magpadala ng 1 representative para makuha ang isa sa apat na crystals na makapagbubukas sa gates ng secluded city na toh.. on their way, they encounter different problems and challenges. ultimately, they find out whos behind the robbery of the infinity crystal and his motives.. ung apat na races ay ang pixie, wizard, elf, at cavalier.. so kung mapapansin nyo.. inaadvertise ko na ung main characters nung aming game.. hehe.. so un..
sana maenjoy nyo ang cosinatia paglabas.. at just so you know.. oo, medyo nagmala-encantadia ang dating.. pero wala kaming hinugot na inspiration mula doon.. never.. si rob naman kc ang gumawa ng story eh.. kaya maganda talaga.. dont blame us.. haha.. at ung clock thingy.. na nagmala-etheria.. ehem.. nauna po kami.. early nov palang, may ganun na kame.. so screw you etheria.. hehe.. joke lang.. pero hindi nga.. nauna talaga kame.. hehe..
Godbless.. merry xmas pa rin.. :D
_nico.//


[Posted..]
at 12/26/2005 11:14:00 PM


reminder lang ha.. kahit hindi na ako maglalagay ng entry sa tabulas.. gagamitin ko pa rin xa for posting photos.. ok..?? so check on it once in a while.. ginagamit ko rin xa as reference for content pages.. as u can see.. :D so.. always check on it.. :)


[Posted..]
at 12/26/2005 10:49:00 PM


the last day: chapter four: expectations

and so there i was.. not quite ready to give up.. but still starting to lose hope.. i seriously didnt know where to go or who to approach.. i was left with no choice but to call on my close friend che.. but then as i was calling her.. i saw her with ramon.. and i knew it would have been wrong if i bothered her.. so i dropped the call and entered the SHB and started to go up the stairs.. until now, i dont know why i did that.. but something happened that gave a bit of light as to why i chose that path.. suddenly.. i could hear the opening salvo song for that afternoon's paskorito.. so i just had no choice but to proceed with the practice.. i didnt know there would be one thats why i was just shocked to here that music.. and even though i was the only one from batch 07.. i really didnt care.. as long as i was doing something.. and i was more that thrilled to do something for God.. and even though i was just an extra for the last 30 seconds of the song, i enjoyed it.. the thing about that practice was that it was as if the Lord called me to join the practice to get rid of my lonliness.. and true enough, after that practice, i was thrilled.. and so the practice ended at 1.50 and there would be a 2.00 dry run.. so i proceeded to the auditorium to wait.. after a few moments.. ryan came along and i was soo happy.. i was starting to get bored already.. after all, i had no one to talk to.. but anyway.. ryan was there to practice the lighting to be used for that afternoon's presentation.. so after a few minutes of discussion, he went up into the lights and sounds booth.. it wasnt long before dane and rob also came into the audi.. but they too went up to join ryan in the booth.. and so i waited for our turn at the dry run.. it seemed like hours.. i kept looking at my watch only to find out that not even five minutes had elapsed since i last looked.. and then slowly.. that feeling started to swell deep within me again.. i was so uncomfortable.. i felt so vulnerable.. i hated the feeling.. once again, i paniced.. i started calling on people.. but they wouldnt answer.. everytime someone asked me wether or not i was okay, i just said yes because i know they were busy and i really didnt want to force myself into the company of people i know im not really in perfect terms with.. so i waited.. and called.. and paniced.. it wasnt long before more people came.. that wouldve been great.. if i knew who they were.. so i left my bag on one of the aisle seats and went out of the audi.. cell in hand, i started ringing all the people i knew who werent busy.. but most of them couldnt be reached.. for each person i called, i felt much much more vulnerable.. much more scared.. and then i called on charmy.. the person i knew who would actually pick up her phone.. fortunately, she picked up.. i tried to talk, but i found it hard to breathe.. i tried to straighten my words, but all i could do was gasp.. i mustered enough breath to actually tell her where i was and that i needed her.. and at once, she said she would come.. i dropped the phone.. although i felt much more relieved at the prospect of having someone come.. i could no longer hold the growing emotion that swelled in my chest.. i let go of my tears, and at once, i looked for a place i could hide.. the third floor back landing isnt much of a hidng place.. so i desperately tried to hide beside one of the lockers.. i tried to stop.. but all i could do was collect my tears in my hanky.. after no longer that 5 minutes, charmy came.. along with joji.. i felt so relieved but nothing could stop the tears.. i hugged her so tightly.. and i just exploded.. there we were just standing at the back landing.. and i knew it was embarassing.. but i longer cared.. soon we walked towards a corner and sat down.. they asked me what was wrong and what bothere me.. but i still couldnt talk.. after a few minutes, i finally managed to stop.. i didnt know what to say.. but i knew what was wrong.. i finally knew.. they werent anybody's fault.. they were mine.. my expectations..



[Posted..]
at 12/26/2005 10:43:00 PM


the last day: chapter three: in the verge of tears

after the stroy-telling with the kids, it was off to the third floor auditorium for himig agham's christmas concert.. but before that, it seemed almost everyone headed to the cafteria for some snacks.. it was quite an interseting experience, really.. some people i never expected to be treating did so to their children.. and so, even i asked jecay to treat me with ice cream.. and she did.. which was just wonderful.. at this point.. i was enjoying myself.. i almost felt like i was a kid.. i never thought the day would turn out to be so sour.. (later..) and so i joined lara, jecay, and cheska with their children to a table to eat.. soon enough rob and gino joined us.. i was oddly starting to feel uneasy.. this wasnt the first time i felt that way.. it was the kind that you somehow knew something was wrong.. it may not have been necessarily something wrong with other people but rather, with yourself.. but i just ignored it.. i was in such a good mood that i was capable of ignoring that feeling.. in cases like that before, i just let it grow until it took hold of me and my attitude towards people.. but no.. that day was too good for the unease to grow.. it was starting to get restless in the caf so rob and i headed for the audi.. on the way out of the caf, shayne called on me and asked me if there was something wrong with me.. and i quickly denied it.. she then said she thought i was.. lonely.. at that moment, i stopped dead on my tracks.. she had hit the nail right on the head.. i was starting to feel lonely.. not because of the absence of a child, but something else.. it wasnt crystal clear yet why i felt lonely at that time.. but i knew she was right.. i tried to shove off the thought out of my head.. but how could i..?? when rob and i arrived at the audi, we were the only ones there apart from the himig agham members practicing.. and it had hardly been two minutes when rob left for the caf again.. it was weird.. i was alone in the audi.. while the himih agaham members were practicing.. soon enough, the students with their kids started to enter the audi and my unease started to slowly drift away.. i felt much better.. hehe.. and so, the show started.. WONDERFULLY.. himig agham never fails to impress me.. but anyway.. i was there listening attentively when rob left for a seat much nearer to the stage.. apparently, he had to take over for clar who had to go somewhere.. ok.. so i felt weird again.. i never liked that feeling of being alone.. well, mich was beside me.. so it wasnt that bad.. but mich had to leave too.. so it was complete.. i was alone.. not in a dramatic sense.. just literally.. it wasnt anything alarming.. it just that i hated that feeling of being alone.. i almost felt as if i was being watched.. i was never one who felt comfortable being alone.. to me, its just weird.. i mean.. i can do things on my own.. but i dont like being alone.. so thats it.. but as a total surprise.. as if God had known what i was feeling.. kat comes along asking me to take care of her child.. that child.. Nea.. came as a sudden relief to me.. i felt much better.. and much more comfortable.. although she wasnt talking to me.. i wasnt alone.. she was there.. and immediately... i felt mush better.. the following hours progressed much better from that point on.. it just came as such a happy time.. i like being around kids.. they just take the worries away from me.. i just feel like i share their lack of troubles when im with them.. so it came as no surprise to me that i was so pleased of taking care of Nea.. by the time i we were assigned to turn over our kids to a fourth year.. i was crushed.. Nea.. the only company i had for some hours had to leave.. after that.. i felt soooo vulnerable again.. but i knew i couldnt let that feeling take over me again.. and so.. i sought to find company.. but i was disappointed.. i was merely shrugged off.. but i ignored that fact.. i simply had lunch.. silently.. and exited the caf.. without a destination.. in the verge of tears..



[Posted..]
at 12/26/2005 10:42:00 PM


the last day: chapter two: BigBrother

ok.. first of all.. if any of you are actually reading my blog.. i have to say sorry for the delay.. its just that ive been so busy the past few days.. having the math project.. and christmas parties all the time.. so here you go.. the 2nd chapter of what really happened on the last day..

the arrival of the children came as a total thrill to me.. in fact, their presence gave me a sudden feeling of responsibility.. even though i had a good share of responsibilities weeks prior to that day, this was different.. it was a sense of showing people that i can lead.. or that i can show them that im good with children.. hehe.. so Be, Cs, and K were all ready to welcome their respective children.. so Be was first off.. there was a bit of trouble with some of the pairings because it was either the student or the child that wasnt present.. so, although most students got their proper partners, most adopted someone else's.. of course, i didnt have a kid to take care of because i was exempt.. (more on this exemption later) so after a few minutes allotted for conversations between the students and their child, we all marched on to the gym for the exercise.. as i climbed up the stairs to the covered court, my pulse raised and my stomach churned.. no, it wasnt hunger, but rather, it was my nerves.. i have been preparing for this activity all week.. this was the reason i was exempt, after all.. so despite the feeling of cold air in my stomach, i had no choice but to proceed with the exercise.. as the crowd steadily grew in number, i took hold of the mic handed to me.. instructed the students and the children to arrange themselves properly near the stage, where i also was.. and so, after a little pep talk, i handed over the mic to Egg.. as she lead the exercise, mostly composed of stretches, she found it difficult to narrate the steps in straight Tagalog, which gave everyone quite a bit of a laugh.. as i stood at center stage.. i felt my heart pound harder against my chest.. it was so nerve wracking, but strangley exciting.. and so, as Egg cued the beggining for the BigBrother dance, i started to recall once again the steps.. and sooner that i had expected, the Pinoy Ako song started to resonate out from the karaoke player and spread all over the gym.. the children started to get excited as also i did.. and so.. i started to dance.. it was different feeling this time.. instead of the previous nervous feeling i had, i was simply having fun.. this reminded me of what i really wanted to achieve that day.. a sense of thrill and a taste of leadership.. even though i was leading a dance, i was still a leader in my own right.. soon enough, the song ended, and never had i felt more exhausted, yet relieved.. i took my stuff and proceeded to the far end of the gym where the rest of my classmates were sitting.. what followed only added to my feeling of accomplishment.. some congratulated me, and some merely smiled.. i know it seems a bit shallow.. but i couldnt help myself from thinking i was a BigBrother.. leading kids for a dance.. it was just great for me.. and so.. the story-telling session with the kids started as i sat beside jecay and rob to share my excitement..



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at 12/26/2005 10:40:00 PM


the last day: chapter one: the visitors arrive

wow.. who would've thought the last day of school for this year would be sooo emotionally draining.. grabe.. i have to say.. this was the day i exprienced my lowest point ever.. and i mean ever.. since the beginning of first year.. this was my lowest.. mood.. ever.. and.. it was on this day.. i experienced my biggest realization.. my biggest fear.. my biggest emotional comeback.. everything.. its sort of a surprise to me that i even recovered, really.. because, man.. that was tiring.. its sort of like a scene from a great emotional movie epic.. wow.. and it was just tiring.. i barely had time to do anything before i realized i was too sleppy to even read harry potter.. anyway.. here goes..
the day started with such promise.. i was super ready for a day of fun.. excitement and laughs with my classmates and friends.. i also expected a huge six hour break so i brought a book and my iPod along with me.. even before i got to school, people were already texing me to hurry up because they needed me to teach them the BigBrother dance.. and so i did hurry.. (altough i got to school at 7:15) and conveniently, dane, ed, rob, dani, (hmm.. very eme) and a lot more people were there already.. but surprisingly, nave nor lester wasn't there yet, so i had to wait a while.. before long, nave showed up for her 'dance lessons'.. and so yeah.. i taught her the dance.. and we had to share my iPod coz we didnt have a sound system yet.. so there i was.. at the front lobby.. waving my arm up and down while everyone was looking at me.. i could even see some opal09 staring at me.. and something tells me all they could say was, "man.. that guy's got a screw loose..".. so after teaching the rest of magnesium the most popular dance since otso-otso, i hurried to the second floor back lobby for the paskorito doxology practice.. but before we could even start practicing, Be, Cs, and K were all asked to proceed to the front lobby to welcome out distinguished guests from across the street.. yes.. the children from across the street.. i wasnt really nervous because i was exempted from watching over a kid.. but anyway.. we were all anxious to see children in school.. it almost felt like ages since visitors entered our halls.. it was good to know outsiders were actually going to spend time with us.. and so the visitors, after half an hour of waiting, arrived at our gates..


[Posted..]
at 12/26/2005 10:36:00 PM


sa mga hindi nakakita ng aking tabulas blog.. heres your chance.. eto na ang link..: http://www.tabulas.com/~krizpeehamz ayan.. maraming laman yan eh.. super emotional.. maraming pics and links.. ok..? enjoy.. :)


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at 12/26/2005 10:24:00 PM


hi sa lahat ng sumabaybay sa krizpeejournz.. riight.. like meron.. haha.. nwei.. it doesnt matter.. kasi ive moved.. and blogspot na ako.. hehe.. yey.. nwei.. sana ituloy niyo ang pagbabasa.. and ill be posting some new stuff soon.. thank you.


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at 12/26/2005 10:21:00 PM


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